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Call Me Sam @UCDKjeEfLkyjFPXyWDznz6VQ@youtube.com

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Hi my name is Sam and here on this channel I share as honest


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Detransitioning after 25 years. From self centredness to surrender
17:59
We are all detransitioning from our stories, letting go of our masks and revealing the true self.
28:33
Why detransitioning after 25 years was the most healing thing I have ever done.
19:10
After a life of brutality, at what cost did I survive. Only now have I found self love.
15:41
I grieved the loss of everything and found my innocence
17:12
I experienced a breakdown and will never be the same again
12:32
Recovery after breakdown. learning to feel, becoming real
08:40
Looking for a witness. Can you feel what I feel ?
08:47
After complex trauma. Healing our bodies and minds by including all our scarred and broken parts.
29:36
After complex trauma, our healing is our initiation into deeper relationship. LOVE !
28:14
After the pain of a life of becoming your own abuser. Do you even know who you are ?
17:55
Complex trauma. Turn toward the pain, eat it or be eaten by it.
35:49
Healing complex trauma. The power of radical self acceptance. You are here !
20:47
Healing Complex Trauma. Breaking my own rules and accepting I am " the stolen boy"
16:35
Complex Trauma. Do you hate yourself. Why?
37:56
Healing Complex Trauma. Grieving the loss of everything, the transformation of my own heartbreak
27:55
How psychedelic plant medicine helped ease my chronic PTSD. Breaking the pattern, opening the cage
28:23
Where do we belong, how do we escape the pain of isolation.
28:33
What is the foundational relationship that heals my once broken life.
35:13
Complex Trauma, Shame and Desperation. A life wasted. A life begins
25:53
Finally unafraid
24:37
Healing Complex Post Traumatic Stress Esteem Yourself
11:37
Healing Complex PTSD . Can I allow myself the kindness of my own disappearance
16:46
Complex PTSD. After Shame and Invalidation. With Love, Fully Inhabiting Personality
20:18
Complex post traumatic stress. What is my reason to live ?
21:00
Healing complex trauma . What sustains me, is it love ?
01:00:49
Corinna Cohn and Sam, feeling strange, an older perspective on intimacy post surgical transition
25:26
Healing Complex PTSD. Can You Say " I Love You "
57:46
Corinna Cohn. Cori and Sam talk otherness, detransition and finding peace beyond regret
34:20
Detransition Update. Surgery, coming home to myself and realising the value of my life
43:39
CPTSD Healing, Humility and The Essentiality of Self Acceptance
01:41:32
Seeking Truth and Finding God ... Life Understood Through Poetry
13:02
CPTSD Meditation Really Helps !
33:57
Loving ourselves in the right way
24:37
Detransition Update, Surgery and Relief.........Turning the page of life
32:44
Complex Trauma and Identity......Surrender
24:25
Complex Trauma and Identity. After Betrayal.
17:54
Complex Trauma and Identity. Who Am I. Intimacy and The Secret Self
12:38
Healing Complex PTSD Fear And Disappearance
15:41
Healing CPTSD Loss of Illusion, Loss of Certainty, True Vulnerability
14:12
Healing CPTSD The Seeming Impossibility of Change. Choosing Life, Discovering Our Real Self.
13:17
Healing Complex PTSD. Love, Sorrow and Silence
13:24
Healing Complex Trauma. Hitting Hard The Wall of Grief
10:14
Complex Trauma. The Cry Inside
27:19
Healing Complex PTSD Attention Breath Feeling. Body as a Portal
19:34
After a life of pain, accepting our wounds and scars and broken parts, healing with love.
20:03
If we're too scared to feel heartbreak and grief, how can we feel anything at all.
07:25
Healing Complex PTSD . Escaping The Citadel
04:24
Healing Complex PTSD. Fear, Shame, Water, Sky. Everything Flows
20:22
Detransition. Finding a place. Disintegration and Return
24:51
Healing Complex PTSD. Shame and the Uncreated Light of Love
16:43
CPTSD Finding healing in a broken world
02:33
Healing CPTSD Some Early Morning Cold Water Therapy
18:32
Detransition, reclaiming the sacred.
22:19
Healing Complex PTSD. Annihilation and Essence
18:38
Healing Complex PTSD. Not broken, just well adapted to crisis
28:47
Healing Complex PTSD, Worldpain, Normalisation and God
09:27
Transition, a misunderstanding of my identity.
18:50
When I was a child I spoke as a child.........Certainty and Surrender
29:50
Transition Detransition. Wearing a costume I cannot remove