@shabeezyboi7871

7 months ago

Me and my gf had been talking since may, I’m in the Air Force so I finally went home in September we saw each other everyday. I was there for 10 days we had sex 8 of them lol, I asked her to be my gf while I was there. Throughout the relationship we would get into arguments now keep in mind the arguments could be me asking a simple question and having a calm voice not much yelling. She’s in nursing and idk why but we usually argued right before her exams, everything else was smooth tho she was loyal and I did a lot for her whenever she needed it, I was fruity set the tone because her ex she was with for 5 years had cheated on her. Fast forward to early December I saw her repost a TikTok and it said “I’ll probably never speak to him again” it was one of those god type of posts but I felt as if she was in a bad spot and a relationship was kinda bad for her at the moment so I screenshot it and asked her what she meant. She got mad and wanted to break up because I lied and I told her someone sent it to me ( she doesn’t kno I lied about that tho ). She later called me an she told me she wanted to break up because her new semester doesn’t really allow her to be in a full relationship like she wants, me being the person that I am I told her I understand what she has goin on we could compromise and work around it but her mind was already made up. I kept trying to convince for days and it honestly made it worse I called her mom because I never knew how she was outside of just being in love, I talked to her friend too and her friend went back and lied to her about stuff I was saying so she pretty much didn’t wanna see me when I came home. Everything I bought her she wanted me to come get, later I found out she had a guy over for a one night stand she lied to me about at first once I asked her but later confessed cause I had proof, we later figured out that her friend told us two different stories she then apologized for what happened I told her it’s kinda hard to look past it I told her I look at her different. She cried and said she felt terrible and that she’s not good with handling stress, we’ve hung out since then I was at her house last night and the night before that we went out to eat also. I asked her does she still see a us later once she finishes school and she said “ we don’t know what the future holds” she said she still has love for me though. She won’t kiss or have sexual relations with me for now, after all that went down the first couple of times we hung out I was kinda acting different and she noticed it, I asked her if we can still keep the same mindset as when I first came home which is where we went out and had relations no strings attached but just the fun stuff, she said she’ll see how things go. We still text now and I’ve even reached out to psychics and they’ve been right about a few things. We still text and talk i discovered recently that she looks at my social media too cause I had her restricted on facebook and she called me out on it. My question is am I wasn’t time with trying to still keep the chemistry with her or should I just not say anything to her at all??

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