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390,798,263 Views • Jan 23, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
Directed by Billie Eilish
Developed/Edited by John Paul Horstmann
VFX by Ingenuity Studios
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Lyrics:
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly (fly)
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried)
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care)
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
It could've been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?
Music video by Billie Eilish performing everything i wanted. © 2020 Darkroom/Interscope Records
Views : 390,798,263
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 23, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.92 (119,372/5,873,925 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T22:00:58.128742Z
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YouTube Comments - 192,946 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
someone: is this a sad song?
Billie: Well yes, but actually no
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"and everybody wants something from me now, and i don't wanna let 'em down"
that one hits hard
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It’s sweet that Billie is so close with her brother. I wish I had a relationship like that with one of my siblings. Used to, but… things happened. Not exactly sure what, but… now I’m working on learning to be lonely and being comfortable with the silence.
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Billie: drives car into the water
Finneas: It’s alright, everything’s fine
548 |
billie: sings about her brother
my brother: doesn't even notice that I came home
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This song makes me cry every time I listen to it, even after years
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Shout out to their parents for encouraging their dreams and creativity. They seem like amazing people.
20 |
This song sounds like heaven but hurts like hell
43K |
Director: Ok Billie what do want for this music video?
Billie: Wait, im you
360 |
Dear stranger, You have great taste in music...!
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This one is my favorite song from her. It hits home because I struggle with severe depression and my mind goes to very dark places sometimes and we often forget to appreciate those around us to lift us out of those places. This song tells a story that I think a lot of people miss.. her car is sinking further into the water and getting darker and darker and her brother stayed right there holding her hand as the water rises up.. its beautiful to see how much love they have and how he understands her pain and won’t let her drown alone. He will always be there no matter how dark her mind gets and how hard it is for her to hold on. It’s so beautiful and I hope everyone who sees this video can take a moment to appreciate how beautiful this is and how sad at the same time. Billie is the artist I resonate with to a spiritual level and I hope one day she’s able to overcome depression and experience this beautiful life with every moment cherished 🩷
47 |
Billie: "i want them to see how i feel."
Also Billie: *sets it to the lowest brightness*
801 |
“.. If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear..
They don't deserve you"
😔
1K |
"They don't deserve you" hits differently 😭🥺
6 |
You know a song is good when the most replayed part of it is the first part of it(people replayed the whole song back)
9 |
Director: “I’m not letting you drive a car into the water”
Billie: “Fine”
Also Billie: “So I am your new director-“
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finneas: the ocean is so beautiful
also finneas: we’re getting awfully close to the water
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Anyone in 2024 May ??
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When this came out I was homeless, on drugs, and then jail. I now have a house, job, and husband. This song and “Clover Cage - The Chess Piece” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️
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@Ana-yy4nj
4 years ago
billie and her brother: “as long as im here no one can hurt you “ me and my brother: as long as im here i will hurt you
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