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it's getting worse again. (a slowed playlist + rain)
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@stay-zerose-swith

1 year ago

The worst thing about having mental illnesses is, that when you think you finally have it under control it comes back even worse... you can't know how and when it comes back and you wonder if it's worth the hope of it someday going away.. it makes you feel helpless and lonely and angry and stupid... it makes you too weak to live a normal life but too strong to give up

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@Nemo6120

1 year ago

The fact that you’re there for everyone and nobody is there for you is what hurts

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@Kirby--draws--stuff

1 year ago

Has anyone else been so happy?.... then just completely lost motivation to live?

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@__Moonstone__

9 months ago

Gotta love those moments when you are deep in the feels and then all of a sudden you hear a shampoo ad out of nowhere

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@maddisonlife883

9 months ago

I love just scrolling though these comments and just thinking, wow, i can really relate to these random strangers on the internet

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@danielzubrod9385

1 year ago

it's sad how many of us here most likely had a really fucked up childhood now we are searching so hard for peace. this music is the only peace we will ever find in this life. I love you

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@pix3l.

9 months ago

I find it ridiculous, that even deep down, I still have hope that this will all get better someday.

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@Hisup-pf8bs

9 months ago

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

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@Supoom

1 year ago

it is so embarrassing having a breakdown and having to wipe my eyes and collect myself to skip the ad to resume my breakdown

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@n0b0dyreal1y

1 year ago

It’s always right as you think: “hey, i think i’m finally okay with this and where i am in life” is when everything starts to fall apart again

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@Wolfsta

1 year ago

Let go of the idea that you always have to have your emotions under control. Get comfortable with being uncomfortable.

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@tifftaffy6062

1 year ago

POV: you’ve been recovering but your overthinking/friends bad decisions are making it come back. You ask for help but nobody answers yet the people who do are too busy for your time. You just want to end it all but don’t have the courage to kick the chair because you don’t want more pain than you already have. You don’t want to live but you don’t want to die either. You’re just tired.

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@CJ_21538

8 months ago

You know when it’s bad again when you start listening to these to fall asleep..

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@daheitu920

1 year ago

POV: You're having a rough time, you're struggling to mantain alive and nobody is there to lend you a hand. All the people who say they care won't even text back more than a couple polite words when you attempt to reach them. You're so tired and desperate all at once. All you can do is despair and try to find anything to hold on before it drowns you.

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@wisian3749

1 year ago

it's funny that I have more trust in complete strangers than my own family

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@jadaaa448

11 months ago

you know things are getting bad again when you start listening to these playlists on repeat.

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@Eman871999

1 year ago

“It’s just myself, talking to myself, about myself.”

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@Chanifist

1 year ago

To anyone who might see this, you’ve done well up until this point. Youve tried your best and did what you could. Whatever you’re going through is NOT your fault. Even if it feels like the world is caving in, keep going. Believe it or not, you are strong and you will get through this. It gets better but you’ll only see the light on the other side if you keep going. I’m proud of you, who you are now, and who you will grow to become.❤️

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@okw12

1 year ago

"Its not that I miss being a little kid, its just that I miss being happy.."

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@october6081

1 year ago

i've never had any help, i was never able to tell how i feel to anyone, all of my emotions is just one big "but what if im just overreacting?". I'm slowly starting to accept the fact that it will never get better

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