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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 18, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.925 (41,786/2,187,883 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-17T07:39:05.630495Z
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I'm 18.
At 9, I was diagnosed with Obsessive compulsive disorder. I was suicidal at 10. Then I somehow recovered, I don't know how, but I had some good years in between. Then at 14, I broke down, felt suicidal again. Then somehow, a saw this one counselor and he helped me at the time. The past few years have been amazing and beautiful. Yet again I find myself broken, about a couple months ago I wrote a suicide note, but I didn't attempt it. I still feel broken and lost. I'm in college, about to switch my major to music. I never had the courage to do it before, I let my anxiety control me but no longer. I've been a pianist my whole life, and everyone told me I'm a good singer and I know it's my biggest passion so I'm doing it. This song hits so hard for me because I literally had these exact thoughts when I feel my OCD coming back, "Don't take these beautiful things that I have away from me". I won't let my OCD or my social anxiety take away my happiness. My first performance is this weekend. I'm keeping these beautiful things, I just want to write music that can inspire others and hit deep, and I'll be damned if I don't pursue that passion. I hope that you who is reading this have a wonderful life and achieve all your goals. Chase your dreams, cause they won't chase you back
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I’m not asking anyone to like, comment, or subscribe, but here is one thing you need to know. You made a difference. You changed the world. One way or another. Although I’m still young, I know for a fact, that you are kind, smart, and determined. Keep up the fantastic work. Never let anything bring you down. You are gods child. You are a blessing to your friends and family. I bet you have a lot of friends. You are amazing. I love you no matter what and who you are. ❤
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@BensonBoone
3 months ago
So what do we think?
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