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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 2, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.933 (452/26,380 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I don't think girl in red knows how much I relate to this-
I was put onto anxiety medicine and I feel like it's working but my depression is getting worse. I haven't told my doctor that because I don't want my mom to know about things like wanting to literally jump in front of a bus. I get really bad seasonal depression and this explains literally everything whats happening rn and I'm so glad to not feel alone
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This song brings back a special memory for me.
So the pre-context is that years ago before covid, there were Disney stores. Now every third Wednesday of the month, they would have a limited-release item (Like stuffed animals, mugs, and pins). Anyways, for a couple of years, I would go to get some of these items and usually, you have to get to the mall early (5-6 a.m.) to be able to get one of the items they were selling. Through those lines, I was able to meet some amazing people who I looked forward to talking to every month. Over time I got to know the people who work at the store and most of the time, I looked forward to seeing them more than the actual items at the store. Going in line in the morning was the same. :)
Now anyways, about three months after they reopened after being closed for almost a year, Disney announced that they were going to close the stores across America - including the one I go to. That was some of the most saddening news I ever heard so far.
So one day, someone arranged a sort of farewell party and invited the Cast members (Disney's terminology for their employees) and many of the people who waited in line over the years. It was such a special night and it was such a special send-off of the years of memories from there. About when I almost got home from the party, the bridge of this song played on the radio and it felt like it was the grand finale to those years.
Thank you girl in red for making this song! :D
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This song is a good and bad memory hood of when I didnāt know what these lyrics meant when I found it a few years agoā¦so young and naiveā¦bad as in ālike hurting somebody I loveāā¦ I love and hate the person who showed it to me due to trauma and I have thought of brutal ways to murder them and I kinda like it but also donāt I guess the idea of them being dead puts me at an odd peace and you know that feeling that you love someone so much you want them to die bc there in the deepest darkest shit hole even if yours is deeper you just randomly left them so now it would be more peaceful for your mind that you were with them as they diedā¦sry for kinda venting
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@BorkenstonksAndFreard
9 months ago
intrusive thoughts are really bad rn and its nice to hear someone actually vocalizing this. it feels so taboo to talk about them
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