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00:00 Starry Night - Jordan Critz
04:58 The Winter - Balmorhea
10:49 Imbre - Jordan Critz
14:39 Musing Under Moonlight - Brombaer
18:14 Slow and Hurry - Ronkon
21:23 Color Me Blue - Akane
24:33 Moon Alley - Aaron Falk
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At some point you don't cry anymore, you just want it to end.
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Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself because u managed to get here. Every hardship, every time your heart got broken, every month u struggled to pay rent. We are here now. Forgive yourself for your past mistakes - the future is soft like a cushion of clouds. Believe that - that's the only way to live a happy life. Forgive.
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I've reached the stage where I am no longer sad. I am just tired.
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Itās gotten to a point where Iām just watching my life and not really living it. I donāt know how or when it happened. Itās been so long since Iāve been truly happy. I wish I could just find myself, not wishing to be someone else. I donāt know what Iām doing in life, I donāt want to disappoint anyone. I just want to be present again.
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"If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they'll fly away, If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come to you. And if they don't come, you still have your beautiful garden."
-Mario Quintana
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No words can express how much I donāt want to be existing anymore.
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i'm stuck in an addiction. every day i tell myself it's the last of it, but i cave. i always cave. no matter how disgusted i am, no matter how much i hate it and myself.
i understand failure. i understand it only will come when i accept this as part of myself, and i never will
i will always try to stop
and i love that of me
but i cave
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I'm in war with myself .
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I miss myself, my friends and memories.
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There is a difference between being alone and being lonely.
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Loving is easy
I love everyone endlessly
But why is it so hard
To love me
I cant blame anyone
because even i, i instantly
regret everything i say
regret everything i do
Inside my own body i feel swallowed
I feel like a foreign
Like a visitor
And because of that
I never really blamed anyone
For how badly it hurts
And for how terrible it felt
I fear i will never understand
This puzzle inside my head
I fear this war in me
Will end up with me dead
I fear all of this will never
Come to an end
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I hate myself, I hate how I am always a waiting station for people, I hate how everything around me looks at me as a person who does not feel
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Iām so damn tired, people tell me Iāve been strong for holding up but nobody really knows that if I donāt keep on fightingā I wouldāve ended my life long time ago. So no, I canāt thank myself for staying strong. Iām just āsurvivingā, like anyone else does. Just me and my own battle. Keep enduring, life goes on. Itāll end before I know it.
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I'm listening to this alone in my bedroom with eyes full of tears. Being alone is terrifying me, lonliness is killing me. My heart hurts so much it just feels like I'm no longer alive
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Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved onesā¤ļø.
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Someone will see this comment one day
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The term "tired from myself" really portrays how broken some of us really are. We have gotten so low in our lives that even just ourselves is tiring. If anyone feels this way just know, there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Whether that's sunlight or moonlight, there will always be a light to brighten that hard time you just cant seem to get past. Self love is key, love and care for yourselfā¤
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at the stage where I don't want to be anywhere.. I want to be left alone and have no responsibilities.. just stillness.. I want time to stop.. I want this world to stop for a day..
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There was a time when I used to be kind and empathetic towards others. However, certain experiences in my life have made me build a wall around my heart to protect myself from getting hurt again.
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