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SamLoves Anime @UC09mTJwt5FADlR6aMX8heMw@youtube.com

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Hey! Hey! Hey! I'm Sam/Sammy a 20 year old weeb who enjoys e


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SamLoves Anime
Posted 2 months ago

❗️❗️❗️WARNING THIS POST MENTIONS: SƏXUAL TOPICS/GROOMING/SUGGESTIVE COMMENTS/AND MENTIONS OF SA YOU'VE BEEN WARNED❗️❗️❗️

This isn't easy to share, but i refuse to stay silent. A year ago today, i was assaulted. Səxually assaulted by someone i trusted, that was my coworker and friend at the same time. Little did i know, a year ago today, when he said he wanted us to watch the Black Clover movie, it was a trap. A trap to have me in his car, bait me with having "fun," and go to the park and hang out. Just to have me stay out late at night, trap me in his car and assault me. Assaulting as in removing some of my clothing, caressing me, whispering dirty things, groping, and so many more things. Thankfully, before he could fully take advantage of me, my mother called, angrily asking where i was so late at night, which stopped this creep from advancing any further and took me home. I was threatened to be silenced, or i would be hurt. So i pretended for the next few months up until i quit my old job that nothing happened and his inappropriate touching and suggestive/səxual remarks continued in and outside of work despite reporting it to my boss. I was scared, lost, embarrassed. I couldn't tell anyone. Who was i supposed to go to. He took advantage of that, and my then naive 18-19 year old mind and keep in mind this man was a grown 28 year old man. I was groomed, the gifts he would constantly buy me was nothing but a decoy or some kind of deal maker as he wanted something else from me not by purchase but physically with my body and i should've caught onto the red flags. I dealt with this in silence for half a year until i had enough, my boss could only cut his hours at work because somehow there was no "proof" despite there being many cameras at my work. I would tell this creep no, back off and shove him when he would do his pervy advances, and he thought i was joking and would laugh at my terrified reactions. Now, i will make sure no other woman or anybody goes through this, and he will get what's coming to him when he's in court as my case is still being investigated. I do want to tell you, if you've been in a similar situation, you're not alone and if something like this happens to you please speak up immediately to authorities especially the police, thats my biggest mistake of being controlled and manipulated by this monster and let the torture and harassment continue for as long as it did. Today, it still haunts me, and i still feel so guilty i let myself put my body and mind through all of that. I suffered in silence because i was scared when i should've stood up for myself, i let that creep do what he wanted for a long time before i broke and it shouldn't have taken me that long to do so. It has messed me up and traumatized me, and I've put up so many more barriers now for myself with meeting new people. Please, speak up for yourself and never let anyone do this to you or control you. You're strong and have every right to protect yourself. 💚 Thank you for reading💚

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 3 months ago

Sorry im late! I was working majority of the day and came home extremely tired. But happy pride month! Ive been aroace ever since i was young but could never find the label. I've always thought something was wrong with me especially not liking people romantically so easily. And never comfortable with seggs talk. Even at 20 i dont care for any of that im happy being me and by myself. Your valid even being aro! Im happy to find my sexuality and be who i am. 🧡💛🤍💙

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 3 months ago

Hey, yall! Small update i got a new job, and that's a pet daycare, im helping take care of dogs and cats! So much better than dealing with people such as bs customers and unfair managers at McDonald's. And this new job is very tiring 😭

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 4 months ago

May 5th!! Its my birthday!! I'm a big fat 20 years old now. . . How gross LMFAO

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 4 months ago

Comic con was awesome! Blew off alot of my money on Hazbin Hotel merch! I have a Hazbin Hotel wall! I have no idea where to put my Alastor sticker pack I bought but I'll figure it out lol. Met Chuuya's English VA Nicolas Roye! Met MelaLee who's Rin's VA from Fate! And met Shoko's VA from JJK she was super sweet! Thanks to everyone who came with to make this con so much more awesome and fun! 💚

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 5 months ago

Con is this week yay!! And in less than a month is my birthday and I'm turning 20 years old!! Woohoo! I'm old asffff lmfaoo

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 5 months ago

Anyways, . . . Good news got signed up into the military and I can start/leave June 10th if not earlier. Let's see where this goes haha

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 5 months ago

Hey yall. Sorry for this late post when it was announced a few days ago about Akira Toriyama's passing aka Dragon Ball Z's creator. This hit me and my brother hard dearly as much as worldwide fans out there. If it weren't for Dragon Ball Z I wouldn't be into anime, this series means so much to me and my life. It helped me make more friends and bring endless amount of joy. Without DBZ, I would've never experienced this part of my life and where it's gotten me and made connections. Thank you Toriyama-sensei for your wonderful creation that changed the world of anime, manga and fans alike, you will be dearly missed but your legacy will carry on forever. 🕊

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 6 months ago

Happy Aroace/Aromantic awareness week!
For a long time I've always wondered why I could care less for relationships and never craved it and being in like 2 relationships in the past I've wondered why was it weird why wasn't I all lovey dovey, why couldn't I express myself why did it feel disgusting and not me? Turns out I'm a Aroace and don't shame myself for it! I'm not meant for it, and this is who I am. Romance and seggs isn't for me and haven't ever been that way for me. I put Alastor here because he's an aroace character! To know there's a character whom I love DEARLY and be canonically Aroace is so awesome and makes me beyond happy, and I don't really see characters represent my sexuality. So knowing Alastor is an Aroace like me and a character I absolutely adore makes me so joyous and feel so connected to him.
💚🤍🩶🖤
🖤🩶🤍💜
🧡💛🤍🩵💙

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SamLoves Anime
Posted 6 months ago

Please look at Alastor I love him so very dearly, my Aroace king(the fact he's aroace just like me makes me so happy because I have yet to find a character like that and it brings me so much joy)
In the middle of a Hazbin Hotel brainrot!🎙❤️

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