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"My Sister Has An ED - How Can I Help Her?": Dealing With A Disordered Loved One
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The Lyft Driver Vampire Encounters: Real Vampirism In The USA
32:43
How To Stay On Earth, When You Really Want To Leave...
50:41
More Than A Bul*mic, Less Than A Rainbow: Dana's Story
36:56
Junkie Love: The Nostalgia Project Storytime That Never Got Told…
49:27
Amy Winehouse's Short & Brutal Life - Can The World Only Love Troubled Women Once They're Silent?
43:56
Organising my AuDHD, Wild Scent Reviews, & Skincare Scores: Happy May Favourites! :D
25:42
Exit Note: Finally Publishing The Book That Was Nearly My Final Goodbye
29:56
Saviour Complex Guys: The Good, The Bad...& How To Tell The Difference
26:29
Don't Drink The 'Proper Goth' Kool-Aid: A Babybat Storytime
25:03
Are 'Clean Goth' & Glued-On Piercings For Posers?! An Eldergoth Opinion...
46:23
Overexcited Goth On Stoned Festival Rampage! - VLOG!
34:20
The DARKEST Cybergoth Tracks....Does The World Still Accept Them?
26:52
Autism & Pretty Privilege - The Mistakes That Leave Us Friendless
18:55
Glow Up! Tattoo Brows, 15 Piercings, & Other Happy Things!
18:54
Misunderstood Autistics, & the Fine Art of Saying Sorry
17:31
ED Recovery Advice From Underweight Girls; More Harm Than Good?
27:15
The Era of Visibly ED'd Influencers - & The Latest Death :-/
06:29
Absolute B*llocks & Baloney. Night Night.
31:32
Methadon't: The Ugly Truths of Being In Drug Treatment, Under The Tories
15:28
Somehow I'm Alive In 2024?!! - NYE Clubbing VLOG!
24:38
The Drama on Spiritual TikTok Has Utterly Lost The Plot
48:44
My Spookiest Supernatural Experiences, A New (Dark!) Book, & The Rise of 'Alt': Q&A!
20:02
Tranq: Lies, Corruption, & the Drug That'll Rot Your Flesh
14:51
How To Get Everything You Want From a Goth GF πŸ–€
12:10
Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria: The Really Scary Thing About ADHD...
16:08
Autistic Trauma, & Trusting The Wrong People? There's A Reason...
25:34
Eugenia, Jeffree, & That Ice Cream Cone: How To EAT Around ED'd Friends?
45:05
Smells Like Middle-Age? A Surreal Kurt Cobain Storytime!
31:56
Bones & Storytimes: Poems For The Dead, At Samhain
28:14
πŸ„ Everything I Learned In 2 Chaotic Months of Microdosing! πŸ„
12:31
Eugenia's death spiral - time for kindness, or *silence*
36:27
Neurodivergent TikTok's Going OFF: Autism, ADHD & Addiction? You Need To See This!
37:37
Why do I do this weird YouTube S**t?! - Storytime!
24:24
Don't Start An ED Recovery Account. Just Don't.
37:30
Want More Y2K Storytimes? The Book is Here! - Answering Your Questions
25:30
The AN to Orthorexia Pipeline: Recovery Gone Wrong
37:18
The Unsettling Truth of 'The Mirror Girl'
24:28
Casually *Flailing* Into An EXISTENTIAL CRISIS, Feat. VNV Nation?!
31:06
My ED Made Me S**T MY PANTS, at a FESTIVAL?! - One Truly Ghastly ED Storytime! πŸ’©πŸ’€
27:30
The ED TikToker Who Lost Her Life: The Broken Healthcare System That Took It
47:46
Vaping Destroyed My Health: How To Avoid The Mistake I Made
20:02
TikTok Spiritualism: A Fast Track To Spiritual Psychosis
19:38
ED Recovery Clothing Haul, & The Stage of Recovery *No One Talks About!*
22:23
Anxious Goth Leaves House! :D
21:28
I Wish I Could Have Helped You...
30:06
The Return of Heroin Chic: An Ex-Anorexic's Take...
41:03
The '00s Goth Scene, & Age Gap Romances: The Tragic Truth...
01:02:17
My Quart of Whiskey A Day Alcoholism: How I Tapered Without Rehab
39:46
BPAL's Winter Collection Is Here, At Last! :D
21:54
Eugenia's TikTok Haters, & Those Fet*sh Accusations - Dangerous Cluelessness
29:20
Does Anyone Else Think About This?! My WEIRDEST Autistic Obsession!
27:12
Happy New Year! A Holiday Haul & Catchup Chat For Your Hangover!
35:08
Is Fast Fashion Killing The Spirit Of Goth? It's Q & A-rgh Time!
48:46
My Gender Identity...
44:11
The Great Heroin Drought of Winter 2010: Storytime...
40:35
Ghosts, Exes, & My Plastic Surgery: It's Q & A Time!
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**Part Two**: Beginner's Hat Tutorial The Evil Eye Beanie!
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A Total Beginner's Knitting Tutorial! The Evil Eye Hat...
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The Dreaded "Spain Story", & How I Got My Autism Diagnosis...