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CJ The X @UC6LEH0rS9V0BF5aNhVYdykQ@youtube.com

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Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

CJ The X
Posted 2 months ago

Live show with JrEg in Toronto on Thursday May 30 from 7:30-10:30pm.

It will be a night of really normal and relaxing energy.

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CJ The X
Posted 1 year ago

cjthex.substack.com/p/those-arent-tweets-those-are…

The first in a series of written essays.

It's been a year and a half since I released Bo Burnham vs. Jeff Bezos. I had important realizations about the internet and I like to imagine moved the needle forward slightly in our ability to think about it coherently. Since then I have been calcifying those thoughts into tangible arguments and clear convictions.

The video I am making currently expresses some of these convictions, but I'm also feeling slightly limited in the video medium. Some thoughts are ceasing to fit it. So I'm going to be using writing too.

I will be putting public written work on cjthex.substack.com

All of the paywalled posts are also available on Patreon so don't go throwing your money there if u already got the goods.

Hope this makes sense to you.

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

New Mia Cole video is good and I am in it a bit

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

i *THINK* it's free of age registration?????? i think good to share now ???? believe it or not i do actually care if people see what i work on or not. if you do not understand i recommend you watch the video.

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

My Subjectivity In Art video has been age restricted since its release, stunting its growth and preventing a lot of people from seeing it.

I've really wracked my brain on this and the only thing I can conceive of as being the cause of this is a 2 second clip of a man's blurred butt from Everything Everywhere All At Once around the 39 minute mark.

I tried editing these few seconds out with the Youtube editor twice, and each time the video has had to re-Process for an extremely painful 24+ hours. Both times after the excruciating Processing is finally completed, the video is unchanged, my edits have done nothing.

So. I'm very upset and tired and I don't really know what to say. Making this took a lot of work and I just want it to be over so I can see people's interpretations and move on.

I guess I'm gonna just try to edit it again and wait for Youtube to maybe actually do it one of these times. If I appeal it before the man's blurred butt is edited out and the appeal is rejected then the video is damned to Age Restriction Demonetization hell potentially forever.

I don't want to re-upload, I don't want the vid to start from scratch, if I just have to suffer for a week before the restrictions are lifted then I'd rather do that then confuse the release of the thing with a double start, I think it's cool I can do 100k views in a few days even with only 18+ viewers. I'm glad some people are seeing it and I'm glad it's done, I'm fine with it slowly climbing instead of getting its proper release. I just can't stand this herculean effort being rewarded with a messy, stupid automated bureaucratic awkward dumb fucking release barricade, where the only thing I can do is wait around for this website's editor to conceive of potentially doing the only thing it's supposed to do in between it's busy schedule of protecting the children from 90 minute aesthetic philosophy essays.

I'm sorry to people who want to see it who haven't. I just tried to edit it again. It's "Processing". I have no idea how long it will take. I'm not optimistic. Just trying to keep doing the Next Best Thing.

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Of course, the only reason I can take 2 months off to work on one project and then survive it's demonetization is because of Patreon and donations, so:

www.patreon.com/cjthex
paypal.me/cjthex

If you have seen the video you know I did an interview with Professor of Philosophy C. Thi Nguyen, which is available in full on my Patreon, and you might also know I cut an interview with Adam Neely, which will be on my Patreon next month.

And if you're a Patreon backer you know that once a month I release an episode of Social No Para, which are conversations I have with Patrons who DM me conversation topic pitches. I record a few cold Zoom calls a month and I pick one with the most meat on its bones to release to everyone else. This is my favourite way to connect with fans/supporters. There are already six episode out and they will continue to be released.

Finally, I've been running an intermittent book club on Patreon in relation to the philosophy I've been working on that will continue (intermittently). We're starting up again today, and if you start the book late you can always catch up in the previous discussion threads. I will always be monitoring them and replying to the responses.

All of that for the cost of a cup of coffee! Or more. You're allowed to pledge more.

Ok, anyways. My brother Ben From Canada is arriving home to Canada after like 8 years of living abroad of something, so I'm going to clean my apartment in anticipation of his arrival. I'll let you know in a year or so if this video is done processing. Thanks for everything.

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

Here we see a young woman who bitterly refuses to not be the main character, with immense amounts of spite and mania, somehow wrestling interviews out of the cold dead hands of myself, ‪@FDSignifire‬ , ‪@noahsamsen‬ , ‪@KhadijaMbowe‬ and my brother‪@BenFromCanada‬ to add colour to her regularly scheduled recorded mental deterioration.

If you want to see someone snarky and smart (according to themselves) sound off about Youtube/cancellation/mental health etc while I (CJ The X) supplement it, go check out Mia's latest vid.

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

The first episode of Social No Para is live on my Patreon now.

www.patreon.com/cjthex

Social No Para is a show where I have one on one conversations with Patrons about a variety of topics. The first one is about Christianity and religion. It’s a 40 minute conversation that really touched my heart.

These will come out at least once a month.

If you want to participate, send a Patreon DM with a bit about yourself and what you’d want to talk about. I sift through to find conversations that I think will be productive.

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Contrary to popular belief, I do not hate my fans, I just hate twitter and comment sections. I pledge my allegiance to long form discussion and healthy boundaries (but Art and God above all).

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I've already recorded many of these and am looking forward to doing more.

Go donate if it seems like your jam and if not, sit patiently (the next essay got a bit out of control, as per usual).

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

Youtube age restricted and demonetized my Rick & Morty video, because talking about a television show rated TV-14 is inappropriate for 14 year olds.

So 2 months of work and 2 hours of content is earning me approximately $0 and will not be seen by as many as it would uninhibited.

RIP. Hope I didn’t say anything useful in this one.

Anecdotally, voluntary donations as payment for this creature's efforts are always welcome.

www.paypal.com/paypalme/cjthex

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Also. Happy New Year, I'm starting a new show exclusive to Patreon.

Social No Para: Conversations With CJ The X.

Any Patron of mine on patreon.com is welcome to Patreon DM me seeking to feature on Social No Para. Tell me who you are and what you want to talk about. I’ll sift through these and pick the one that vibes best that month, then will schedule the call, which will be about 30 min. The calls will be recorded and edited and published to Patreon.

I will also be responding to Patreon DMs in general more regularly, and there will continue to be sporadic moody prose drops.

I like livestreaming, I don't like leaving the streams up. I love fans, I don't love interacting with them on Twitter. I love invigorating discussion, I don't like having it in a Youtube comments section.

This seems fun and meaningful. To me. And maybe you. Come for it if you're into it.

www.patreon.com/cjthex

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(Taking bets on Youtube being slightly less kind than they otherwise would be due to my anti-corporate rant against their platform at the end of the video that they then demonetized and removed from the reach of a chunk of their audience.)

They denied my appeal to lift the restrictions in minutes. Can’t appeal a restriction twice, that’s policy. This property is effectively and irreversibly leashed.

Know what? I’m going to crank out my Dave Chappelle video in 3 weeks as a fuck you to Youtube and myself.

Telling a workaholic that the thing they worked on is dead in the dirt just gets their mouth watering. This bout to be my most prolific year ever just out of spite.

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

a cover of a christmas tune i did with ‪@adinavmusic‬ and many other friends

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CJ The X
Posted 2 years ago

30 min Q&A vid available if you give me money on a different website

www.patreon.com/cjthex

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