in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Sorry guys I'm trying. Depression kicking my ass. I did manage to clean up my room a couple weeks ago, I guess that's something.
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Just wanted to do a quick update. I haven't been on because I was having a lupus flare then as I was starting to feel better we got strep. It's been a rough few weeks. I hope we are feeling better soon. I'll try to remember to update when I might be able to go live again. Ty π
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#TheRenEffect
After I had a breakdown last year and discovered Ren, not only did he save my life, but I've been doing a lot of painting (as many of you know.) I've had so much positive feedback and Im even live streaming on YouTube! My husband has seen how much I love painting and he's decided to give up his music room for me so we are swapping rooms. I will have a bigger space and the capacity to do more stuff! I never imagined I'd be doing anything with my life besides momming. Anyway I did my last live for a little while today if you want to check it out here:
youtube.com/live/fxtOk1SNS7o?si=hhBF4HyF8t1lLU-d
I also finally got our new painting page set up today!
www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61557736725120&mibβ¦
I'm hoping to also do an Instagram eventually by the same name(Renin Paints)! This is all really weird but also kinda really freaking awesome! All your encouragement pushed me to keep going when I was lready to give up cause twitch kept taking my videos down and muting them, and now I'm a baby YouTuber!
Anyways I'm rambling. I just wanting to say thank you too you all for your encouragement and always being there. Thank you to Rob Renin for supporting me through this and building me many many shelves π€£. It's nice to feel like a person outside is being a "just a mom", though I do happen to have pretty awesome kids!
I'm also going to upload a short video of the paintings I did today accompanied by Ren-diazepamπ
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My sudden love for painting after discovering Ren and seeing a similar effect of wide spread creativity was one of the biggest factors that inspired #TheRenEffect hashtag. I've had so much positive feedback and I never thought I'd be this close to 500 YouTube subscribers! Rob Renin has seen what this does for me, all the positive feedback I've gotten from you all so he's giving up his music room and swapping with me so I have a bigger space and the capacity to do more stuff! I never imagined I'd be painting live on YouTube! Here's to a bigger and better room and more painting! This New room swap is going to happen way faster than I expected! I'll try to go live tomorrow and or Friday. This might be the last time for a min ππππ
Thank you Rob!
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Impromptu live and about an hour or so I still have gold paint I got to use up from last time.
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I will be finally going live tomorrow Tuesday at 10:30 a.m. EST on my YouTube channel here to make @Vic.taurus92 custom paintings she won from February's monthly giveaway contest in Rens Rabbit Hole Fans Facebook group! And a couple other paintings possibly! Don't forget to participate in this month's contest for your chance to win some amazing prizes in
Ren's Rabbit Hole Fans group on Facebook here:
www.facebook.com/groups/531063905801031/permalink/β¦
#TheRenEffect
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I just pulled in the driveway after listening to the new song for another 10 times and hit me in the face real hard all of a sudden. I kept insisting the end of the story was going to be like a cycle like the beginning is the end is the beginning kind of thing snake eating its tail whatever... completely changed my mind on that. I think the story is going to end way differently. We were introduced to this new era with a line from bandidos.. the first words we hear for the new era are "I created this world to feel some control destroy it if I want to".... The story is going to end with Tyler completely destroying the entire city of dema, or maybe even the entire continent of trench I think he's just going to destroy the whole story rip it all down. I don't know I feel like in the end it's going to be just him left standing because I think it's been just him all along and everything else is all in his head. Well win but not everyone will get out. Meaning he well win in the end but not everyone will get out because they don't fucking exist π€£π€£π€£ omg I love the theories. I'll probably change my mind another 13 times with new singles being released π€£π€£π€£
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MY STORY ISN'T OVER ;
Impromptu live pours when my mind and body allow while listening to ren, viktus and Anybis and paint poring.
I'm a disabled stay-at-home mom with two little kids.
Dealing with PTSD anxiety depression SI SH OCD BPD chronic pain, migraine, lupus and fibromyalgia...
#arttherapy to cope
#TheRenEffect
Email:
Renin@yahoo.com
Thank you for your support on my healing journey of self rediscovery.
If you'd like to support my ability to continue with this extremely expensive depression coping skill I have an amazon wish list set up here:
www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/24LOVWIE8DK73?ref_=wβ¦
pay pal email is:
reninpaints@yahoo.com
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#TheRenEffect