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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 4, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.981 (22/4,511 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-09T19:54:22.895049Z
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Ok so Iโm only listening to this playlist because me (f) was fake dating my best friend (f) but then we both caught feelings and started dating. Iโm pan, just so u know. We dated for like 4 months. I got sick like a month ago. So, I got sick and didnโt go to school for 3 weeks, thatโs how bad it was. But when I was gone from school, she got a crush. When I went back to school, she had the nerve to even SHOW me the damn love letter that she was gonna give her crush (f). So she told me that she finally had the courage to tell her crush. Well I missed out a day and didnโt go to school. Good thing I didnโt go cause that day she told her crush, but her crush rejected her because her crush was dating someone else. Well yesterday, she told me during lunch what happened. And she DARE act all in love with me. For example she started asking me for hugs, cuddles, forehead kisses, etc. she even kissed me on my hand. She doesnโt like to be touch or to be given much attention. She only allowed me to do those things when we were dating. I donโt know what to do anymore because Iโm trying to see other people but she kinda gets in the way and now Iโm so tired because of this.
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"That's cute!" me pointing to the polaroid my crush had at the back of his phone which contained a picture of him and his girlfriend hugging.
My heart was torn to pieces that day and yet I was smiling so hard in front of him, acting like I was so happy for them that my cheeks actually twitched because of how fake it was. I ran straight to the bathroom afterwards and started bawling.
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48:16 still cry over this song
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During my first year of uni i lived in a international student residence. When I saw him for the first time I knew that this guy got me. Iโm overweight and pretty insecure but fun, we started hang out, with other friend of his, sometimes alone. I saw him so exaggeratedly perfect, smart, cute, sexy, rich and really funny. I started to obsess, suffer and listen to sad music, tried to do anything he might need for him but still strongly hide my feelings. The way he looked at me and treated me felt like he really liked me( romantically) but he talked about other girls all the time and was in love with one particular girl from his hometown. He and his friends started calling hot girls with her surname, like an inside joke between them, obviously she was bella hadid with big boobs.
I never told him how I felt, I was struggling but didnโt want to risk losing our friendship.
Two years later
I moved to a different city, lost a lot of weight and came to visit the city we used to live in. I wanted to buy some w..d from him and had a tinder date after. He was late , it was his last day in his apartment, I was drunk and we got high. I lied to my friends calling me, ditched the date.. he was so cute when he laughedโฆ a romantic song is playing and he says : this song makes me want to kiss you, I look at him, look at my phone and change a song.
I felt so much pain because of my feelings for him, I was mad and it felt as a such power moment.
Later that night we made out, he told me that after 2 years with that girl ( he really liked) he broke up with her because realised he liked her just for her looks and she Is still in love with him and that in the residence he really liked me but thought I didnโt like him and was too afraid to ruin our friendshipโฆ
I was so mad at him and me for not making the first moveโฆ
When we kissed I didnโt like it, I loved hugging him tho, it made me think that I loved him as a personโฆ but itโs been two more years, we barely keep in touch but I think about him almost everyday, even during periods of having a boyfriend..
he is not right for me, at least now we canโt be together.. but I just sincerely believe that we will meet again as different people and will match for real this time.. I feel so much better after writing this lol even if no one will read it haha
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i'll explain. i broke up with my bf bc i needed time for myself and i mentally wasn't in the right place. abt 2 weeks later, we were texting and he had accidentally admitted he had an attempt (ifykyk) bc he had problems with his mother and i was the only person he could run to. i had to hear him cry in vms and i felt like such a terrible person and a burden. i had the WORST breakdown i've ever had and let out all my feelings. and skip forward, he'd asked me if i'd take him back and i said yes bc i was in panic and i didn't know what to think. then i ended up finding out that the girl i was pushing him with (i was trying to get him with someone else so i'd have a reason to move on) and he told me he was a bit interested but i'm better. and i'm extra paranoid so i had another breakdown bc i was being stupid and jumping back in that quick and i'm the one who caused them to connect and the one who made myself feel worse so i broke up with him again immediately. and i told him to pls move on bc having these feelings are very stressful on me and i had way many of other mental problems. and yea, that's my story :)
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i was feeling sad but at 16:30 i was like ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ
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Timestamps cause I keep coming back and noone did them-
00:00 - 03:49 Sweater Weather -- The Neighborhood
03:50 - 08:05 Let Her Go -- Passenger
08:06 - 10:58 Let Me Down Slowly -- Alec Benjamin
10:59 - 13:34 This is What Heartbreak Feels Like -- jvke
13:35 - 16:22 Bubble Gum -- Clairo
16:23 - 20:10 Can You Feel My Heart -- Bring Me the Horizon
20:11 - 23:23 Wishing Well -- Juice WRLD
23:24 - 27:19 I'm Not The Inly One -- Sam Smith
27:20 - 31:21 Lucid Dreams -- Juice WRLD
31:22 - 35:20 Waves by Dean Lewis
35:21 - 40:04 idfc -- Blackbear x Soap -- Melanie Martinez
40:05 - 43:06 If I Killed Someone for You -- Alec Benjamin
43:07 - 45:31 Freaks -- Surf Curse
43:32 - 48:17 October Passed Me By -- Girl in Red
48:18 - 51:30 Be Alright -- Dean Lewis
51:31 - 54:26 Heather X Eyes Blue -- Stefanie Grant
54:27 - 57:23 All Girls Are The Same -- Juice WRLD
57:24 - 1:00:40 me & ur ghost -- Blackbear
1:00:41 - 1:04:33 Atlantis -- Seafret
1:04:34 - 1:08:10 Robbery -- Juice WRLD
1:08:11 - 1:10:47 Ophelia -- The Lumineers
1:10:48 - 1:14:48 do re mi -- Blackbear
Youre welcome :)
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last summer, i fell for a guy tha i loved so much, and every one shipped us and i truly thought he loved me๐๐, but after it turn out that he loves another girl, ๐she pretty ,smart,
then one of his friends told him about my feeling and told tha he would never and he beggan to hate me๐ค๐ค from tha day , and the saddest is tha...i still love him๐๐
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This is basically all that ever happens to me lol. But I wish everyone else the best and that it works in your favor. #lotsoflove
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@daphodil_
1 year ago
some timestamps 0:00 - 3:49 Sweater Weather- The Neighborhood 3:50 - 8:05 Let Her Go- Passenger 8:06 - 10:58 Let Me Down Slowly- Alec Benjamin 10:59 - 13:34 This is What Heartbreak Feels Like- jvke sry for not putting them all down, dont have time anyway byeeee
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