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337,157 Views ⢠Premiered Aug 28, 2021 ⢠Click to toggle off description
Directed by Mothica & Samuel Halleen
Edited by Samuel Halleen @samuel_halleen
Cinematography by Neema Sadeghi @thenamesneema
1st AC - Ian Finneran @okiewankenobi
Gaffer - Tim Katz @timkatz
Grip - Blake Brown @blakenolanbrown
Colorist - Strack Azar @strackazar
VFX - Matt Collamore @matt_collamore
Location by Meaghan & Ernie @saudadevintage_ @bigblockblondie
Set Design by The Junk Fairy OK @thejunkfairyok
Hair & SFX Makeup - Lacey San Nicholas @lacey.san.nicholas
Zombie Girl - Jayden Andews @earlymorningrobert
Party Guests:
Domonique @justdam
Camille Thomas @camillethomas444
Isaiah Pickens @iziapluscamera
Xander @405kingping
Lacey San Nicolas @lacey.san.nicolas
Johnny Scoggins @josco.visual
Han @tumblrdaddyirl @misery.cloud
Johnny Manchild @johnnymanchild
Meaghan Syrälä @bigblockblondie
Drew Cockrell @drewsview_
Gian Archiniaco @popisdead
Styled by Mothica & The Junk Fairy OK
Styling Assistant - Drew Crockrell @drewsview_
Views : 337,157
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Aug 28, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.949 (174/13,498 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T20:38:08.02204Z
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YouTube Comments - 326 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Theory: youâre representing how you feel on the inside, struggling mentally and battling depression, and thatâs why youâre a zombified Mothica in the video. Everyone around you sees life in color, but you see only grey. Toxic positivity is tough to deal with so you just have to be there physically with these people despite not being there mentally while they celebrate your birthday. Youâre an outcast with this group. You canât relate to anyone and finally at the end find someone else whoâs âalready dead on the insideâ who you can relate to. I think this is a powerful message and very creative video!! đ¤
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SO SO GOOD!! On October 30th, it'll be the 6 year anniversary of a childhood friend's suicide. You and our music have helped me heal so so much. It was an honour to be a part of your forever fifteen lyric video. I'm now 5 years, 9 months, and 30 days free from self harm, and last week I hit ONE HUNDRED DAYS sober from Opiates! Your story, your art, your music, has truly changed my life. I wouldn't be where I am today without you and Blue Hour. If my friend was still here, I know for a FACT she would absolutely adore it. Thank you for sharing your art with us. I know how hard it is to make it big completely independently. You've got this! The production quality of this video is also top notchđđť
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I love how this video has so many levels to it. First off, she's a zombie because she feels dead inside. I liked how all of the party people seemed super bright and happy- often when I'm feeling "like a zombie", everyone around me seems almost obnoxiously happy. I think also it seemed like she was trying to do normal things (brush teeth, eat, smile), but it felt wrong and forced, like going through the motions (đ). It's a perfect representation of what so many of us feel like- totally empty on the inside but trying to act smiley for everyone around us. I also feel like at the end she finds another person like her, and by taking the girls' arm, Mothica takes a little piece of her with her. Basically- it was a dope video. Mothica, bravo you've done it again đ
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So proud of u for this.Every MV is a masterpiece đ¤
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Theory: I donât wanna like be too presumptuous, but definitely the feeling that everyone around you is experiencing joy and happiness in a way that doesnât feel palpable for you. Like your on the outside of the veil everyone else feels and tries to impress on you. Youâre like conveying exhaustion from the wear and tear of how that weighs?
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iâm so insanely excited for this!! this song got me out of a really rough time (as did the rest of the EP)
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Theory: youre dead inside, around a world who doesnât seem to notice. And yet, the people you feel closest too/the people who always seem to care, are the ones that are equally as miserable as you.
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My theory is walking through life feeling as though you've already died while everyone around you is alive and happy, and they keep giving you things that will "make" you happy or make you alive like them, even though it doesn't work and it doesn't bring you back. The only thing that does give you a reaction is when you finally see someone that's like you
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ITS A F MASTERPIECE. AS ALWAYS YOU NEVER DISAPPOINT US
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Lyrics:
I come home to lights off, missed calls, don't even bother
Can't sleep, can't eat, I'm underwater
There's nothing that you can say, I've always felt this way
Left out, leftovers on the counter
Feels like I'm only sinking further
There's nothing that you can say, just chemicals in my brain
There's a little voice running through my head
Reminding me of the stupid things I said
All the mistakes I've ever made
Playing over again
On the upside, everything's gonna bĐľ just fine
I'm already dead on thĐľ inside
Nobody can hurt me now
On the outside, having the time of my life
Hanging with people I don't like
Nobody can hurt me now
Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
Nobody can hurt me
Bloodshot, no tears, at least it's something
Still here, didn't even see you coming
I don't like the way it feels but at least I can say it's real
There's a little voice running through my head
Reminding me of the stupid things I said
I let the monsters in my bed, they say
On the upside, everything's gonna be just fine
I'm already dead on the inside
Nobody can hurt me now
On the outside, having the time of my life
Hanging with people I don't like
Nobody can hurt me now
Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
Nobody can hurt me
Now, ooh
Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
Nobody can hurt me now
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The whole music video is such a mood.
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âHave you tried beef jerky?â IM SCREAMING YESSSSSSS I LOVED THIS SO MUCH
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These music videos are always so good, the style is just perfect.
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This era's music videos have been so great. I'm so proud of you
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I discovered you this week and ended up binging your entire discography, your music is already helping me through some rough times so thank you so much for making this art, you're such an inspiration to me already â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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This is such a masterpiece. I need the lyrics omg
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Meeting someone and immediately checking their pulse on their neck should be the standard tbh
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when you are dead inside but still have a social life, oh the struggle.
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oh my god iâm already in love:)
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@AureliaMusic
2 years ago
âŞTheory: the greatest ad for beef jerky in the history of advertisingâŹ
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