Views : 225,854,811
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Aug 27, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.96 (23,766/2,324,338 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:52:34.861051Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Came here to say i use to hear this song and think only of myself and the phases of me that have come and gone... times of dilated pupils staring at my reflection in the mirror at 3am... admitting to my self silently, "Lauren, look at you, youve changed..how did we let it get this far?" .... this song helped bring me back to myself quite often....
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But now, fast forward 10 years, im a mother now...and when i hear this song i cant help but understand it from my 10 year old sons perspective.. i feel when i start to lose myself or get off track... he would choose to use this song to express what that feels like to him... to witness his mom deal with mental illness and a life of grief, and have to be there in alll those moments, ups and downs and be able to notice when she starts to get bad again.....
I know this song once showed me when i was changing, or needed to change ....i can only imagine it would be the same for my son.
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I’m 23 and being silently suffering from depression. I have childhood trauma and always been cheated on or left on by people whom I cared and loved the most. This song was introduced to me by a person who played me emotionally. He is now happily married and I hope he is happy with his wife now. My ex who left me after 5 years is now getting married. Everyone is happy. And genuinely I’m also happy for them. All I wish is peace and happiness in my life and others who are going through tough times. Hold yourself. Your time will come. Till then enjoy this bittersweet melancholy. ❤
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@kubbotheflex7811
4 years ago
The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the most memories becomes a memory..
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