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u can listen here: girlinred.ffm.to/serotonin-single.oyd
my best work, my best writing and my best rapping. ;)
my debut album "if i could make it go quiet" comes out april 30th.
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all tracks written by me
album produced by me & matias tellez
serotonin produced by finneas me and matias tellez.
painting by fredrik sĆørensen
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lyrics!!!
Iām running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
Thereās no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, canāt hide
From the corners of my mind
Iām terrified of whatās inside
I get
Intrusive thoughts
Like cutting my hands off
Like jumping in front of a bus
Like how do I make this stop
When it
Feels like my therapist hates me
Please donāt let me go crazy
Put me in a field with daisies
Might not work but Iāll take a maybe
Oh, been breaking daily
But only me can save me
So Iām capitulating
Crying like a fucking baby
Iām running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
Thereās no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, canāt hide
From the corners of my mind
Iām terrified of whatās inside
I get
Intrusive thoughts
Like burning my hair off
Like hurting somebody I love
Like does it ever really stop?
When thereās control I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
So scared Iām gonna end up doing something stupid!
But I try to contain it
Oh, It gets so draining
Itās like my heart is failing
Every night Iām contemplating
My inner voices saying tough
So I try to brush it off
Yeah, try to brush it off
Iām running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
Thereās no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, canāt hide
From the corners of my mind
Iām terrified of whatās inside
#serotonin #ificouldmakeitgoquiet #girlinred
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Date of upload: Premiered Mar 3, 2021 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
No one:
Everyone in the comments: āOMG THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SCHOOLā
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If this song was a person Iād marry it.
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She summed up what depression is like for many.
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"I'm going to study now"
Girl in red: no, I don't think you will
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no one-
girl in red-
IDONTNNABLABA BRLABAD ABLRRRRRRRADA
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this song makes me so happy but even more mentally unstable at the same time
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I have BPD and the lines about intrusive thoughts, cutting your hands ofd, jumping in front of a bus, burning your hair off, feeling like even your therapist hates you (let alone everybody else), but even the voice inside is saying "thats just the truth"
God its so draining
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girl in red: brrrrapababraprrrrradaaaa
me: š„ŗš¤
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it's ironic that this song is serotonin for us.
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The chorus is like a huge shot of serotonin , I get fucking goosebumps. Those sick bass sounds have got to be FINNEASā work
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Lorde: doesnāt release a song in ages
girl in red: fine, Iāll do it myself
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I don't care about school, girl in red is more important to me
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as someone with depression and a highly self-destructive personality the intrussive thoughts this song touches on are so fucking true, sad I'm on an emotional pit cause sometimes in the past I oculdn't stop fucking myself up hurting people I genuinely loved while I was being hurt by people who where supposed to love me and weren't treating me like a human, getting constantly the feeling to want to dissapear, even today just as the song, sometimes it even gets enraging against yourself when you cry every day and breakdown like a fucking baby feeling powerless about yourself.
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I think everyone can agree that this song slaps like-
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This song nearly made me cry. Iāve suffered from OCD since I was 14, and itās just so gratifying to have someone say these things out loud and prove both that itās really not just you and that these thoughts arenāt you either.
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Me: Oh, this song is called serotonin, it's probably gonna be happy
girlinred: happy song?wus that?
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Claim your āgirl in red is a beautiful goddessā ticket here!!
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ADHD, anxiety, double depression, CPTSD, PTSD, OCD ā
My journey into Hell started around 2009, when I was 10. I wasn't supposed to reach 18, let alone further. As if today, I'm going on my 22.
It's confusing and often scary to outlive yourself. It's not all easy, but it's miles better. A lot of people make it, and I'm sure you will too.
My best advice is to not waste your time on people who shit on you for being sick. I love you.
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āIām breaking daily but only me can save meā hits so hard for me
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@madis7588
3 years ago
I've never heard a song that talks about intrusive thoughts before but its actually oddly comforting to hear someone sing about it
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